Changelog

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• Go back to the five of cups.
• 2024120X
  • Reading: Old School. Power Psycho-Cybernetics for Youth. Greek Lyrics. Cult Classic. A Touch of Jen. Theogony. Chlorine.
  • Journal entries.
• 20241203
  • Reading: A Very Nice Girl. One's Company.
  • Added to quotes, journal.
  • Misc writing: wrote "on purpose." Updated "life fix" (aka six day workweek). Brought back "misc" / odds & ends. Added an advent calendar.
• 20241128
  • Journal entries.
  • Other writing: six day workweek, added "Cairo" to song lyrics, on reading.
  • Updated quotes.
  • Watching: Weathering with You (2019).
  • Reading: Sophists, Socratics, and Cynics. William. Ring the Hill.
• 20241122: my updates surprise me as much as they surprise you.
  • Reading: An Academy for Liars. Ninth House. The Book of George. The Naturalist Society.
  • Journal entries.
  • Other pages: filled in Cosmic Slumber Tarot.
• 20241030
  • Reading: Maybe in Another Life. Tarot Through the Witch's Year. City of Girls. Counting the Cost. Resisting Happiness. The Scholar and the Last Faerie Door. youthjuice.
  • Journal entries.
  • Website redesign!
• 20241020 fuck life i'm exhausted. pretending i want to update. i wanna watch a slime tutorial for "ride the cyclone," and there's too many other things i half-want to do. start with sleep for a week. i wish i could afford to take time off. let's shelve the misery until i can think again. i just want to feel okay, enjoy something, have some energy. everthing's slipping.
  • Reading: Lesser Ruins. Upside Down Tarot. None of This is True.
  • Other updates: quotes. Citadel Oracle. Journal.
• 20241015 i'm tired, here's an update
  • Reading: Conspiracy, Chemistry, Combustion 101. A City Inside.
  • Pages: The Cosmic Slumber Tarot. Journal. Quoting.
• 20241008
  • Reading: The Briar Club. Practice.
  • Journal.
  • minor update as Proof of Life^TM. More coming soon?
• 202409
  • Reading: Entering Hekate's Cave. Life is Everywhere.
  • Journal.
  • Baking: peppermint chocolate.
• 20240908
  • Reading: Resolved. A Couplet of Fools. Impossible Views of the World.
  • Watching: Reality Bites (1994). Easy A (2010). Not Another Teen Movie (2001). May December (2023).
  • Journal.
• 20240901
  • Journal, homepage.
• 20240820
  • Journal: 202408 recieves new entries and new pages. Fixed link in "call it maladaptive."
  • Reading: Year of the Witch.
  • Cooking: Tang Yuan, cookies.
  • Watching: Burn After Reading (2008). Wendell & Wild (2022). Beef (2023).
  • Progress: updates. Added 'c.'
  • TODO: concepts, change, Lydia, Johnny / cave, need to rewrite homepage (into what??? I don't like what it is right now).
• 20240814
  • Reading: Ultra-Processed People.
  • Cooking, starting at 202408.
  • Journal.
• 20240730
  • Reading: The Dorito Effect. Unbearable Lightness.
  • Cooking, starting at 202407---Coconut Flour Bread.
  • Journal starting at 0721.
• 20240720
  • Reading: Kitchen Confidential. The Saucier's Apprentice. Breaking Up With Sugar. CORDYCEPS. The Salt Fix. Relish.
  • Watching: I Like Killing Flies (2004).
  • Other updates: cooking, quoting, progress, 2024 journal.
• 20240630
  • Reading: The Bear's Words of Wisdom. But You Have Friends. This Book Will Save Your Life. My Alcoholic Escape from Reality. Egg. Fast Like a Girl.
  • Other updates: diary, cooking, collections.
• 20240613
  • I'm back? Bon appetite.
• Fuck me, it's 202406.
  • Reading: From Hell. The Varmint. Hints for Lovers. Our Nervous Friends. My Wandering Warrior Existence. Sloth. Letters to Milena. Bad Science. God Bless You, Mr. Rosewater. Of Walks and Walking Tours. Gluttony. Lemon, Love, and Olive Oil. The Blank Slate.
• Good Merlin, it's 202405.
  • Reading: Alison. Drifts. A Guide to Philosophy in Six Hours and Fifteen Minutes. Vladimir. Y/N. Disorientation. On Getting Better. Wisdom of the West. The End of Alice. The Twilight of the Idols. Socrates' Defense (Apology). Crito. The Moral Equivalent of War and Other Essays. Phaedo. Charmides. The Essential Difference. Laches. Loneliness. Ink in Water. Carnet de Voyage. Enchiridion. The Philosophy of Plato. The Cipher. The Guest Lecture. My Lesbian Experience with Loneliness. Heat. How to Live on 24 Hours a Day. In A Country of Mothers. The High Desert. Northern Caves.
  • Watching: Klaus (2019). Baby Reindeer (show). The House (2022). Guiellermo del Torro's Pinocchio (2022). The Tutor (2023). Boiling Point (show).
• Look here, it's 202404.
  • Reading: Feeling & Knowing. The Doors of Perception. The Customer is Always Wrong. The Tell-Tale Brain. Nicomachean Ethics. A Preparation for Death. For When Everything is Burning. The Infinite Wait (and other stories). Heavens to Betsy. Penance. The Longcut. Saint Sebastian's Abyss. On Wanting to Change. Reinhardt's Garden. 52 Ways to Walk. The Loser.
  • Watching: Spermworld (2024). K (1954). I Am the Cheese (1983). The Law of the Sea (1931). Footloose (1984). The Antisocial Network (2024). The Good Place (show). Miller's Girl (2024). An Easy Girl (2019). Fair Play (2023).
• The rest of 202403.
  • Reading: Windswept. Men of Mathematics. Dopamine Nation. The Faraway Nearby. Demian. Goodbye, Eri. Deep Work. The Unit. The Count of Monte Cristo. Dept of Speculation. Suicide Club. A Guide to the Good Life. Starship Troopers. The Letters of Sylvia Plath (vol. 2). How to Write a Sentence. The Elements of Style. The River of Consciousness. Meditations. Unmasked. Pure, White, and Deadly. Bad Girl in the Box. Subnormality. The Man Who Wasn't There. It's Lonely at the Centre of the Earth.
  • Watching:
    • Movies: Idiocracy (2006). 8 1/2 (1963). 12 Angry Men (1957). The Silver Hoard (1930). Maniac (1934). Behind Office Doors (1931). The Fatal Glass of Beer (1933). Ten Minutes to Live (1932). Dixiana (1930). Bridesmaids (2011). The Royal Bed (1931). Palooka (1934). Narcotic (1933). Bad Girl (1931). Tarzan the Fearless (1933).
    • Shows: Veep.
    • Animation: Komi Can't Communicate.
  • Diary: starting at 0304.
• 20240303
  • Reading: Do Humankind's Best Days Lie Ahead?. The Man Who Loved Only Numbers. Blood.
  • Watching: Dr. Strangelove (1964).
  • Updated: Thoughts starting at 043. Diary starting at 0226.
  • Deprecated: all math pages, Animal Crossing. Links moved to odds & ends. Rewrote intro.
• 20240225
  • Reading: Tiananmen 1989. Sleepless. In an Absent Dream. A Mathematician's Apology. Come In.
  • Watching: Whiplash (2014). The Imitation Game (2014).
  • Updated: Thoughts starting at 039. Linear, Diffeq, Discrete. Diary starting at 0223; updated classes.
• 20240218
  • Reading: Letters to a Young Mathematician, Into a Silent Land, Snuff, Speaker for the Dead.
  • Journal 0218. Thoughts starting at 0216.
  • Misc: joined the journal webring. Also updated Animal Crossing, and quotes. Probably switching back to biweekly updates, unless inspiration strikes.
• 20240211
  • Reading: Bookshops & Bonedust, The MAGA Diaries.
  • Other additions to thoughts and diary 2024.
  • Added discrete structures, cheat sheet, animal crossing.
• 20240207 -
  • Surprise update ft. linear algebra.
  • Reading: Dying to Be Ill, Slapstick.
  • Watching: Good Will Hunting (1997), West Side Story (2022), Taxi Driver (1976), The Shining (1980).
  • Quotes starting at 500(!).
  • Morning starting at 20240205. Thoughts starting at 20240207.
  • Journal 0205; modification to A.
• 20240204 -
  • Reading: Hyperion, The Lost World, In., The Fall of Hyperion, Ender in Exile, The Guerilla Factory, Watchmen.
  • Watching: Requiem for a Dream (2000), The Machinist (2004), The Prestige (2007), Fargo (1996), Dunkirk (2017), Titanic (1997), Pig (2021), Everything Everywhere All at Once (2022), Airplane! (1980), Saving Private Ryan (1998), The Holdovers (2023), The Blair Witch Project (1999), The Wolf of Wall Street (2013).
  • Quotes starting at 438. Song lyrics: Noah Kahan.
  • Morning starting at 20240122. Thoughts starting at 20240124.
  • Restored diaries.
• 20240121 -
  • Reading (with thoughts): Symptoms of Unknown Origin, The Land that Time Forgot, The People that Time Forgot, Tell Me I'm Worthless, Pan, Ender’s Shadow, The City We Became, Inherent Vice. Modified introduction.
  • Quotes starting at 414.
  • Revised homepage & misc. New pages: thoughts, morning, watching.
• 20240107 - Reading (with thoughts): The Biographical Dictionary of Literary Failure, The Raw Shark Texts, The $12 Million Stuffed Shark, Museum of Mistakes, Skin. Candy cane to Afternoon Tea; new window; joined Kindness Rocks (pixels). Quotes starting at 385.
  Switching to biweekly updates.
20231231 - Reading (with thoughts): The Identity Trap, Beijing Rules, 57 Ways to Screw Up in Grad School, Pop. 1280, Project Neurocam, The Fall Into Time, Spermjackers From Hell, Muscle, The Other Name, The Cabin at the End of the World. Quotes starting at 354.
20231224 - Reading (with thoughts): A Crochet World of Creepy Creatures and Cryptids, The Dead Take the A Train, Monica, This Thing Between Us, "Tenements, Towers & Trash," The He-Man Effect, Eva's Man, Milkman. Quotes starting at 333. Fixed RSS.
Merry christmas, ya filthy animals <3
20231217 - quotes starting at 321. Pixels: Compact Crayons & Windows. Reading (with thoughts): Everyday Watercolor, Fear of a Black Universe, Soapmaking for Beginners, A Head Full of Ghosts, Kafkaesque, I Saw You..., A Shining, V for Vendetta, Impossible People.
20231210 - restructured! reading (with thoughts): Tender is the Flesh, Paint Yourself Calm, Soul Jar, A Lot of People Are Saying, The Vagina Bible, Drinking at the Movies, This is How We End Things, In Praise of Good Bookstores, How About Never---Is Never Good For You?, The Vegetarian Myth, The Invisible World, Little Engines Issue 9, Three Years with the Rat. Quotes starting at 299; merged w/ internet quotes, and new additions are now at the top.
20231203 - reading (with thoughts): Hunger, Self-Reference Engine, Food that Helps Win the Battle Against Fibromyalgia, Seek You, The Three Escapes of Hannah Arendt, The Strange Ones, Hambre; addition to key (g). bowdlerized journals; additions 1201-1203. Quotes starting at 229. Added 'Other' to misc.
20231126 - reading (with thoughts): Discordia, Deadeye Dick, Blankets, The Alice Network. Quotes starting at 221. Journal starting at 1121. Added links (site). Added jar jam (misc).
20231119 - reading (with thoughts): Passing for Human, Nineteen Claws and a Blackbird, Tropic of Cancer. Quotes starting at 208. Journal starting at 1113.
20231112 - Reading: expanded thoughts on Several short sentences about writing. Journal starting at 1106. Quotes: internet starting at 38; song lyrics: Noah Kahan.
20231105 - journal starting at 1030; reading: misc. additions starting at 27. Misc: expanded on Phantoms; light modifications.
20231029 - Reading (with thoughts): Consider This, How to Talk About Books You Haven't Read, Transubstantiate, Disintegration, "Good Calories, Bad Calories," Dying to Meat You. Watching (with thoughts) - tv: Community. Quotes starting at 203/35. Some more pixels to misc; minor additions to Marianas Trench section. Journal starting at 1026.
20231022 - reading (with thoughts): How to Drag a Body (...), Flavor for Mixed Media, Bunny, Fragments, The Art and Thought of Heraclitus, Is Love the Answer?, Portrait of an Addict as a Young Man, The Handyman, The Cartoon Introduction to Philosophy; updated The Invisible Library; selected misc: Dutton; fanfic: Yes, But... (BoJack Horseman). Quotes starting at 183/34. Journal starting at 1016. Resurrected 'misc' page.
20231015 - reading (with thoughts): "Hello, Old Friend", Let's Go Play at the Adams, American Psycho, Less Than Zero; updated thoughts on Boy Parts. Quotes starting at 175. Journal 1011.
20231008 - reading (with thoughts): A Short Stay in Hell, Pictures of Apocalypse, The Time Machine Did It, A God of Hungry Walls. watching - animated tv: Oddballs, expanded thoughts on Inside Job. Journal starting at 1002. Quotes starting at 157; song lyrics: Hozier, K. Flay.
20231001 - reading (with thoughts): The Deeper Meaning of Liff, Grotesque, "Sex, Lies, and Pharmaceuticals," The Secret to Superhuman Strength, The Great Plant-Based Con, Boy Parts; fanfic: updated thoughts on nostalgic for disaster (gravity falls), reversing atrophy (gravity falls). Journal starting at 0925. Quotes starting at 125/30; song lyrics: lincoln, poe.
20230924 - reading (with thoughts): choke, very into you, star, impossible people; merged selected misc; fanfic: down the rabbit hole (gravity falls), push the sky away (hannibal), safety? (the magnus archives), updated thoughts on gold (gravity falls). Journal starting at 0920; retitled september entries. Quotes starting at 109 & internet27; added navbar.
20230919 - reading (with thoughts): episode 13, insomniacs vol. 2, incredible doom vol. 2., gotten worse, ajax penumbra, what you are looking for, the idiot, tampa, astrid parker, passion. Journal starting at 0912. Quotes: additions, internet, song lyrics: more marianas trench.
20230910 - reading (with thoughts): ubersleep, suffer the flesh, depression, ultralearning, librarianist, brilliant design; old: the grip of it. misc. resources, media studies to misc. reading. watching (with thoughts): heathers (1988), Man with a Movie Camera (1929). new entries starting at 0827. Edit to 0808; some format clarification (separating consecutive dd w/ hr.) Quotes.
20230826 - no longer human, daily living, barefoot running, fat surprise, deviant, vagina problems, emotional healing, snotgirl, lady death, bleed, after hours 3, toxic superfoods, nausée, resurrectionist (white), convulsion factory, fluids, chenille, tea, cackle to reading; old reads: the familiar, only revolutions, book thief; resurrectionist (long), pockets to selected misc. Expanded thoughts on woom, girl mans up, middlegame, high castle, electric sheep. tick tick boom (2021), dark knight rises (2012) to watching; new girl, shape island to tv. Entries. Quotes.
20230820 - nothing but blackened teeth, emotional intelligence, emotionally dumb, need to hang out, woom, disquiet to reading; ai, enshittification to misc; so cold it burns to fanfic. dave maze (2017) to watching. Entries. Quotes.
20230815 - tanqueray, darkness, grain brain, blamestorming, autism, disjointed, imaginative pessimists, platonic, asperger survival, ratio, drama free, con/artist to reading; old reads: html & css, heidegger, thrawn, merciless; reflections on myth, turning to the dark side to misc; black clad bats to fanfic. la la (2016), batman (2005), dark knight (2008), sleepless (1993), ottolgenhi (2020), queen's gambit, killing eve, tatami blues to watching; expanded thoughts on the bear. Quotes. Merged journal pages into 2022 and 2023. Removed HoL, projects, misc. media pages. Rewrote intro. NAVBARS!!!
20230806 - lattes, art of magic, life for sale, how to endo, brain fog, vitamin d, saving normal, grandfather's house, night is short, poems moon, unfuck brain, delilah green to books; open access to misc. reading. created, moved content to visual media. breakfast (1983), tart (2001), bone (2017), night is short (2018) to movies; the bear to tv. He didn't, Blink to projects. Entries. Quotes. Hid intro, home quote, journal quote.
20230728 - knew the end, why poetry, january fifteenth, tatami galaxy, natural beauty, wicca, dinner, multiple choice, doctor lies, eunoia, at this hour, obscure sorrows, hungry ghosts to books; publish or perish to fanfic, merged fanfic to one list. Banana bread, nectarine cake to recipes; this city is a graveyard to regular mvs; shiny plastic to albums. jdirectory quote from 'You're a mess(...)' to altschmerz. Home quote from "All to Myself" to "Citrus and Cavities." Entries. Quotes.
20230722 - penumbra, protestant ethic, ethan frome, breakable things, igen, bff, nightwood, maeve fly, expulsion, piranesi, july2023 misc. to reading; expanded on some fanfic reviews. Additions to quotes. Farewell, Chansons to albums; tatami to animated tv. HoL merged; now under projects. Compositions, spector to projects. Entries.
20230715 - words with wings, fireheart tiger, social media, hustle, good day to pie, baked explorations, dutch house, 1089, voice at 3am, lives led, survival, sunspot, short sentences, abortion, diamond eye to books. additions to quotes; changed dl to ul. home cmv, recipes to others. Entries.
20230711 - 'books' is now 'reading.' candyman, f for fake, banshees to movies. insomnia, american pastoral, the untold story, atlantic candyman article, silverfish, hestia, greek to reading. Misc. additions to quotes, CMVs, normal music videos. Entry.
20230707 - more books, more entries, more i-can't-remember-because-i'm-dysfunctional.
20230706 - reformat! Courier to Georgia (and more). Responsiveness improved. Godot, Stranger to books. CMV, TV section to Others. Echoes to HoL directory.
20230704 - Updated quotes. Moved hol quotes to hol directory. Moved hol journal to hol directory. soundandfuryroad, kitty littrell, wolf to hol seen. Moved hol music and adaptations from seen to curiosities. Grave of the Fireflies, Nocturnal Animals to other reviews. S, Dick x3 to books (past reads); cenacle, molitor, messianic, social context, anti-software club, tedk archive to selected misc reading. Entry.
20230703 - entry.
20230702 - missing out, stamp of impulse to books. interstellar, fanfic list, animated tv, fear of the dawn, cageless to media. the atrocity to hol! journal quote from "Devil's Train" to "Friends." entry. changed projects directory to hol directory. changed index intro.
20230701 - added dark archive to books. entry.
20230630 - added nimona, balletnow to media. entry.
20230629 - added personal assistant, golden age to booklist. entry. edited main page.
20230627 - added secret chapter, radio girls, goodbye my rose garden, don quixote (graphic novel adaptation), stories in the stars, and angels to booklist.
20230626 - journal, began projects page and infinity page. Edited index; hol is on projects page.
20230625 - journal, journal directory quote from HoL to "Devil's Train."
20230624 - journal, removed log in limbo, after hours to booklist, arrival to media. Homepage quote from HoL to "All to Myself."
20230621 - log in limbo, journal. Mondrian, Before, Plot to booklist. Added to quotes; changes some dl to ul.
20230620 - log in limbo, journal. Dark Rooms to booklist. Edited intro.
20230618 - created log in limbo. The Lost Plot and I'm So Effing Hungry to booklist.
20230617 - Journal entry. Revel - Donna Missal to media. Moved index2 contents to index; deleted index2. Edited intro to index.
20230614 - fixed books list. Began fixing media list format. Added albums and games to media list. Journal entry.
20230613 - resurrection.